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How I got over my writer’s block 2.0
Recently, I had occasion to write another 10,000 words. This was in order for me to start querying literary agents. (I will let you know how I got on in a future post.)
I’ve written a 10,000-word sample before: over two months sequestered in a cosy hostel in Taipei, Taiwan in 2019. I then sent out the 10k sample, along with a synopsis, and chapter summaries, to a few agents, and received zero reply from a couple of them; one expression of interest; and one rejection (which contained feedback). That project failed.
This year, I had occasion to think up another book proposal, after I was selected to be on the inaugural HarperCollins Author Academy. This new book idea, for HarperCollins, kind of failed (it’s not yet 100% clear), so I went back to the drawing board to think of another.
I came up with a new idea. I queried an agent with only the idea (via Twitter), but she said she would make a decision only based on reading a sample. So I had to write a sample of this book.
And in the beginning, there was nothing
I started very slowly. It felt like swimming in mud, like trying to get off the bed when you have sleep paralysis.
Some quick sketches. A few sentences scribbled down on paper, or on my phone, hastily, when the thought-fox came.
Then I evolved to 100 or 150 words per day. Only a paragraph or so for an entire day.
Then 200 or 250; then 350…. 500!
Eventually, I was writing around an average of 700 to 1,100 words — every single day. It felt glorious.
This is where I like to be. Think about it: if you average 800 words a day, then 90 days will give you a book. That wouldn’t be bad going. But it took a little while to get started.
It’s like an engine. A train gathering speed. The cranks start moving, building up steam, before the momentum carries. I gathered a wonderful head of momentum and I finished my 10k sample in about 5 weeks or so.
What helped my mind chew through the huge amount of thoughts running through my head as I began to get moving on my writing…
A few things helped. First of all, I found a new running route near my home. This route, through some woods, which saw a crop of bluebells as spring finally sprung, before jetting out into space with green rolling fields around me, was enlivening. It stimulated the spirit and therefore the mind.
The tools that helped me connect to the words and the process
Secondly, I started using a fountain pen. My stepdad bought me a set of Cross pens some age ago, as a Christmas or birthday present, but the ink had long been used up. I went to WHSmiths and got a new pack of ink cartridges (£5!), and after cleaning and draining the dried-up gunk in the feed, I inserted the new cartridge and started using this fountain pen.
Writers write. But our tools are not the satisfying variety of paintbrushes and paints; or the fun tactility of woodcraft with their lathes, chisels, and whatnot. So writers are left with pens and stationery. But I have gotten deep into this.
I started to love writing with my fountain pen. I started to handwrite more, inking up my notebooks. I began to understand that I’d relied too much on my laptop, thinking that writing didn’t count unless it was typed up on the screen. How wrong!
And I found I could be extraordinarily productive handwriting. I could produce half a page in twenty minutes. After this, I could get up and go do something else. But eventually I would produce the other half. Then, eventually, I’d type this up — editing as I went.
I discovered the joy of handwriting again. My Cross fountain pen does very nicely. But I started looking into fountain pens. And I fell into a rabbit hole. I discovered there is an entire field of enthusiasts, hobbyists, and passionate pen collectors. There are blogs dedicated to pens. And I started consuming YouTube videos where people review fountain pens! Yes, I fell deep.
Now, I’ve promised myself that after reaching certain goals I’m going to reward myself with a nice new fancy fountain pen. I’ve discovered that the more serious pens cost over £100. Yes, a ton just for a pen. Why so much? These pens are made to a superior standard; use pistons, converters or vacuums (so you can use ink bottles) for their inkwell, and they are fitted with gold nibs. 14 karat, 18k, and 21 karat are the varieties. And it’s not just aesthetic. Gold nibs provide a different writing experience to steel nibs, typically offering more bounce or feel. You can also get different sized nibs, so fine, medium, or broad are common sizes, to give you different line sizes and writing feel.
I also bought a Rhodia notepad and that has been extremely nice to use as well. The paper is great quality. I’ve discovered that Moleskine notebooks, which I used for a long time, especially when I was living in Beijing, actually has paper that’s not the best. My fountain pen feathers when I write in my Moleskine (the ink bleeding and feathering the paper). But the paper in the Rhodia notepad and my Collins notebook are superior.
Of course, if you don’t care and you’re perfectly happy to write with a pencil or any old biro on legal pads then that’s fine. But enjoying the tactility of a proper writing instrument, and investing it all with a sense of ceremony is not a bad idea, I think.
Writing news
I received my first ever Writer’s Bursary. I got a grant to explore England’s third-largest national park and to develop my creative practice for the Shifting the Gaze initiative and in association with Writing Our Legacy and New Writing South. Full details here.
I had my second piece of creative nonfiction, called ‘We Are All Born In Water’, published by a literary journal. This time for Liminal Transit Review, which you can read here.
Next posts… I’ll be updating you all on what happened with the literary agents (it’s exciting stuff!) and whatever else is happening. Subscribe to receive these posts in your inbox. Just type in your email address and hit ‘Follow’ on the right-hand side of the webpage.
Bylines, bylines, bylines
This is a byline.
In the beginning, when the world was fresh and ready for the taking, a byline was the most coveted thing. Every rookie journalist trades in bylines, viewing them as a currency in which to get minted. This currency can’t buy you anything except prestige and status; self-worth, plus the envy of your peers; and career advancement.
When I read multimedia journalism at Bournemouth University I was obsessed with getting bylines, especially if they were associated with top-level publications. Through this obsession, and vanity, I was determined to be published in a national newspaper in the first year of my degree. I’d go online and find the switchboard phone numbers of editors of national newspapers and call them up. I’d cold-pitch the editors over the phone (they’d invariably reply with, “oh, send me an email”).
I was eventually published online and in print in The Guardian in my first year and I was happy. But one byline is never enough. You want more and more.
Later, when I moved to Beijing, the obsession continued. I was eager to spread my name as widely as possible. So, I’d pitch titles I’d never worked with before. I’d aim for the biggest names. The Atlantic. Aljazeera. CNN. Daily Telegraph. New Statesman. Etc.
Looking back, I think this strategy has its pros and cons. It is perhaps the fastest way to jump-start your freelance journalism career. If you have some clips in first-rate publications commissioning editors will be assuaged of your competence. And be more likely to give you the greenlight. But it’s not as important as you may think. In my experience a lot of editors are willing to give novice writers a try as long as they see signs of your sanity and competence and are piqued by whatever story idea you’ve pitched them.
But really, a successful freelance career is not about collecting bylines, as such, but about collecting good editors. Making, and cultivating, good relationships with editors is very important. Developing a relationship with publications is important. You can get a lot of work from publications this way. And these editors will move on to other media, and if you’ve worked with them well, they will remember you, and possibly bring you with them.
For journalists starting out, I’d advise you to gain those bylines, for sure, but after having gained some, to also think about what kind of things you want to write about and which editors, and publications, you’d like to develop a relationship with. Relationships, ultimately, underpin almost everything we do in life.
My writing life
I’ve recently been running more and trying out new routes
I have two big commissions on which I am still working hard. And, I added another. But I’ve been able to finish two others. I’ve been tired and my brain capacity and bandwidth are overloaded. But I feel an almost contented numbness. But the tiredness is there; the mental exhaustion.
A top tip: don’t reduce exercise during these times. I’ve increased my running sessions because I know that the physical exertion actually unknots some of that mental tiredness. I would prefer to swim as I’m a keen swimmer but running is simple. The release of putting on my trainers and kicking away.
Recent bylines
Business Insider — Meet Colin Huang, who just stepped down as CEO of $100 billion Pinduoduo
BBC Worklife — Why China Skipped Email
Nikkei Asian Review — British Chinese, long low-profile, worry about place in UK society
I’ve had two new bylines and another byline in the BBC. The latter did quite well online, with a lot of interest. It’s all gratifying but I keep sailing on. And I also finally finished an essay, a piece of creative nonfiction, that I worked on for several months, for a literary journal. Writing is the gift that keeps on giving!
Lu-Hai Liang 